Life is one weird question

Here i am @ work..its 9.08 pm.......there is a lot to do but im giving myself a brain break ...........i need a break i guess maybe not..yeah im very undecided...................yeah i know im still at work...i love it but today i feel really edgy maybe its because im prone to a lot of mood swings caused by too many things and shifts in me enviroment.....god i cant believe that i was contemplating to slit me wrists at work today .not quite me but i guess i dont kno...................